ok i'm back. well i thought blogging will never be part of my life ever again. but there is always this element of surprise when you move on in life. yup... you guessed it rite. JC LIFE TOTALLY TOTALLY and i say it one more time TOTALLY SUCKS. period. there is nothing worth remembering in jc and i think that the only reason why im in hc is because of polo. haha... obviously it seems like im going to turn lotsa jnrs who wish to come to hc off. ok, the phrasing for the previous sentence sounds weird, but i cant care less. geez, it feels good to be back blogging because
1) I CAN START BITCHING AND BACKSTABBING EVERYONE THAT I DO NOT LIKE INCLUDING MY FUCKING C****.
2) Life in hc bores me to death ( sorry muggers , i knoe this does not apply to you) and so i need room for release. cathartic release. god bless me.
and therefore im back. training is back too. and so are the holidays. but there is seriously nth to be happy about cos i did so badly for my exams. enough said. but luckily there is lot of time for me to catch up and i will do just that. i dun knoe how i screwed up my exams but i just did which means no more s papers , no more scholarships ----> NUS. god save me.well, i guess nus is not that bad lar. at least it gurantees you the same old fucking degree that will get you a job and a decent pay. but i guess its no more oxbridge , princeton and any other ivy league universities. ARE THERE IVY LEAGUE UNIs ? haha... i guess not but you get what i mean.
lotsa great movies to catch during the hols. sky high, harry potter, just like heaven ... and the list just gets longer. but then there is also fucking pw which is next mon and my group is so slack that i think we are going to get band3. fuck. no way ... im going to score for my op and there is nth you can do about it . kian lets go all the way and earn at least a deserved band 2. haha. but then whenever its about pw i just feel so slack and lethargic. i dunnow i guess its probably due to the many projects that ive done back at chs that it is now so boring and un-exciting. and talking about pw , it reminds me about dr siva. we shant go into that shall we?ok i just realised that my previous 2 sentences serve no purpose. lol.my eyes are tearing already due to the chlorine. and i think im going to embark on my poems again before i completely lose touch with the literary world which dehumanises me as a person, transforming me into a science geek whose dictionary consists of only one word which begins with m and ends with g.
Present-ly prepared. ready.optimistic. lists shouts out loud. name not heard. 3 weeks. parents. society. resigned to fate. present past future. past gone , future bleak. present-ly ?
bliss. happiness. joy. calamity strikes and finances fall apart. court delivers predicament. debts. mother. uncle. fuck. gloom leaks near. present past future. past gone , future bleak. present-ly?
friends.confidantes.fun. environment changes and friends separate. life shifts to a different paradigm. hypocrites. losers. muggers. excitement apparates away. present past future. past gone, future bleak. present-ly?
enough of patterns , enough of shapes. poems don't always have to be this way. so does life : past present or future. past gone ? future bleak? unwrap the present. something's lurking, waiting for you.
haha. i wrote this spontaneously in twenty minutes. totally bored to death at grannys with cousins spouting nonsense and making lotsa noise. argh, my eyes are tearing already and i think im going to catch some shuteye. cya.
@ 9:26 PM
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argh fuck , im sick of this. bye.
